New Doctor

I saw a new neurosurgeon yesterday. Everybody kept telling me to get a second opinion, and a third. I saw the second yesterday.  I liked him a lot better than the first Doctor.  He is the husband of a friend’s friend. haha  He was very friendly and took the time to give me a lot … Continue reading

Ready, Set, GO!

I have been reading a lot about my “condition”.  Its been good to know different views, different stories, from different people with different attitudes.  Its good to know what to expect, and what what to let go.   I came across so many experiences like mine.   I only found 3-4 people that are sharing what they … Continue reading


I have a deep, bleeding cavernoma.(Some doctors call it a tumor, but it is mostly a “condition”, because it is not cancer) I have known for about a month now.  Today, I found out it cannot be operated on because it is very deep  into  the brain bloodstem. I really was caught by surprised because … Continue reading

The Tomato

Jay and I met online.  We were just friends for a long time.   We never actually planned, or thought, that we’d end up marrying each other. He was much older, and i was much younger.  (something we never thing about now)  We just were hoping the other (both single parents) would find the right person … Continue reading

Religion….or the Grace of God?

In 2008,  I was visiting women in prison.   It is one of the most precious time in my life.  These women were so broken, so lost, so hurt, so guilty!   Most of them were there for selling drugs or prostitution. Most of them had children at home, or in foster care, and were dead inside … Continue reading