Alright, wordpress has done it…. they started putting ads, and gross ones as that, on ‘unpaid” blogs….. I moved my blog to blogspot, which is more known anyway 🙂 If you liked following me on here, you can re do so on blogspot. All my old posts are moved there. The only thing that is … Continue reading

Neurosurgeons “gods”

These 2 doctors I am doing to see are basically so talented at what they do that they are both considered amongs the best in the entire world.  Dr. Spetzler grew up in Germany, and Dr. Lanzino in Italy, but they both came to the United States to specialize in Brainstem conditions and surgery after … Continue reading


Exactly 6 months ago, on July 17,  I blogged this: “However, I am staying positive, because there are no uses for me to live my life always wondering when this will happen.   He told me that at some point, I will have to make this very difficult decision… wait for something catastrophic to happen, or … Continue reading

Mayo, Barrow and Hopkins

I had a MRI follow up about 2 weeks ago.  The results turned out to be pretty good.  No bleeding, No indication that it is about to bleed.  I was surprised, because I have not been feeling really good. Also, after further research, i learned that this doesnt mean anything as far as bleeding goes. … Continue reading

6 months

Its been about 6 months since i was diagnosed with the thang.  That’s what i like to call it. The thang. 🙂   i can walk normally again and i do feel better physically, so that’s good.  I do have a lot of permanent damage ( i guess that’s what you can call it) but it … Continue reading

Specific Medical Information

Central nervous system cavernous hemangioma From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Central neverous system cavernous hemangioma is a cavernous hemangioma that arises in the central nervous system. It can be considered to be a variant of hemangioma, and is characterized by grossly large dilated blood vessels and large vascular channels, less well circumscribed, and more involved … Continue reading


Here is a message I sent to some of my facebook friends, feeling it was now necessary to let them know of this new life of mine. Good day facebook friends, I am not sending this to everyone. Only the ones of you that asked me what the * hell* l am i talking about … Continue reading

Being Prisoner

Just a couple weeks ago, as I Laid in bed, unable to sleep, I started to foolishly self pity myself over some of my life’ struggles. My loving husband laying next to me, his hands around me, pulling me towards him in his sleep… I realized that I was not alone despite what I am … Continue reading


I always thought that people who have the inability to change anything in their routine, person or life, are too comfortable, not adventurous enough, or simply lazy. I still beleive that to some degree, but the past few months have made me see “changes” in a whole new light. It actually showed me that this … Continue reading